Saturday 29 November 2014

The Woman, The Healer and The Crowd

The story of the woman with the issue of blood is one that resonates with me, I find it compelling in its simplicity and depth. The story took on a whole new life to me in recent time because for almost 5 years of my life, I felt I had an issue of blood! I had horrendous periods that lasted up to 3 weeks…yes you read right, 3 weeks! And the periods came like clockwork every 28 days so if you do the math, you’ll know why I felt like that woman.  I also see the story from 3 different angles: the Woman, the Healer and the Crowd.
The Woman
Every time I read that story, and I do read it often, I am struck by the fact that, in the era in which the central character lived, everyone must have believed that she was the unlikeliest of people to have close contact with Jesus; in fact, she was the unlikeliest person to be found in a crowd. She must have been written off as cursed and thereby an outcast, whose only fate was a lonely death. There were just so many things holding her down, so many legitimate reasons for her to give up and die in that condition. Let’s take a look at the obvious reasons she shouldn't have been in that crowd:
*      According to Jewish law, she was ritually unclean and everything she came in contact with was tainted (check out the full requirements of the Law in Leviticus 15:19-33)
*      As she was ritually unclean, she must have been alone. The account in Mark doesn't mention a family but if she had any, prior to her condition, they would have been long gone. Her family may not have left her out of spite but inability to have any contact with a family member for years would put a strain on a relationship
*      She had been ill with a flow of blood for 12 years, so she must have been gravely ill, debilitated by the loss of blood; anemic to the point of death. She must have been so weak that it would have required extreme will power to propel herself into that crowd
*      She had spent all that she had on physicians so she must have been in dire poverty.
There are other practical reasons why people wouldn't have wanted her around; she would have carried the constant stench of blood around, so apart from Jewish Law, she would have really been unclean. Remember there were no modern sanitary items for her to use, if you think about it, the Law was practical. But this didn't stop her from taking a decision to do something to change the trajectory of her life. She heard about the Solution and she pushed her way into that crowd and touched the hem of His garment.
This woman has also taught me about surrender and flexibility in my approach to God, she didn't seek an audience with Jesus at all costs, she didn't cry out “Jesus heal me” as some other people did; she looked at that crowd and decided that it would be next to impossible to push through and have a face to face with Him, so she took a pragmatic decision –  she touched His garment, the rest is history.
The Healer
He was on His way to heal a little girl, the daughter of Jairus, one of the rulers of the synagogue; the man had begged Jesus to come and lay hands on her to heal her (he had pretty specific ideas about how his daughter was going to be healed like some of us have specific ideas of how God should answer our prayers). Jesus didn't quibble, He didn't ignore the plea. He simply went along with Jairus. His willingness in itself is telling because people of Jairus’s class resented Jesus; in fact, some of them claimed that He was demon possessed!
As He was going, He felt power go out of Him…I used to wonder about this but now I understand that faith is the one thing that grabs His attention. If there’s one thing that makes God stand still for a man, it’s his faith. Faith met with power in that instant and He just had to know where it emanated from, that’s why He stopped to ask “Who touched my clothes”
When He turned around and saw her and heard her story, He didn't rebuke her for touching Him in her unclean state, instead He called her daughter - a term of affection for someone who was badly in need of affection. When she touched His garment, she was physically healed, when He stopped to speak to her, she was emotionally and psychologically healed.
Apart from the healing, He had time for her; remember He was on his way to heal a VIP’s daughter but He had time for an unclean outcast.
The Crowd
So Jesus went with him and a great multitude followed Him and thronged Him” (Mark 5:24)
I don’t really know why that crowd was following Him to Jairus's house but I think they all wanted to see a spectacle, they were true spectators. Everyone wants to experience the extraordinary; we want to tell the tale in the first person. Those people were eager to see what ‘magic’ Jesus would perform on the little girl.  The thing about being a spectator is that you’re constantly watching someone else’s story unfolding. When Jesus wondered aloud about who touched Him, some of His disciples took umbrage because everyone was literally touching Him so how could He ask such a question? The question I have always wanted to ask is, in that whole crowd, was there no one who needed healing of some sort apart from the frail woman who touched Him? 
There are loads of people who are within touching distance of saving grace and power but they’re too busy being voyeurs to extend their faith.

When in the presence of power, don't just be a part of the crowd, be a partaker. 


Tuesday 29 July 2014

21st Century Paranoia




I went to church on a nice Sunday morning sometime late last year;  I was looking forward to an uplifting sermon as usual and I didn’t expect anything would happen to make me want to rush out of church. Anyway I found a seat not exactly in front of the pulpit but close enough to it for me. Then this guy who was probably in his early 20’s, comes and sits next to me; I really didn’t think anything of it at the time, after all the church hall is a public space. Then he leaned towards me and asked “which service is this and what time does it end?” I answered him politely enough, vaguely assuming he was a first timer in church and was trying to choose a suitable service (the church runs 4 services on Sunday).  
My alarm bells started ringing when he told me that he had to step out and he casually left his small knapsack on his seat and walked away! I looked at the package and my alarm grew with every step he took towards the exit. Suddenly, his innocuous question took on a new meaning; was he trying to decide the best time to set ‘it’ off?  I was thinking to myself “will I have enough time to make a run for it?” My sensible voice harshly told me not to be silly and unnecessarily fanciful. I’ve had a panic attack before but that was on a lift that was stuck between floors!  I certainly never expected to have one in church. I also considered the spiritual aspect; I’m not supposed to be afraid in the House of God…am I, what about faith? Anyway each minute that he was away seemed like an hour and my eyes were glued to that bag as if the sheer fact of my having it within my sight would render it harmless. I tried to pray but honestly I couldn’t put my thoughts together. Fear is a terrible emotion and aloneness in fear is worse. I was the only one in church who was afraid that I might be sitting next to a bomb; I was the only person the mysterious young man had spoken to. So I was the only one left analyzing his question and wondering if I was just being silly.  I decided to voice my fear  thereby demystifying it so I walked up to an usher and explained what had transpired, the usher didn’t seem too bothered though he walked over to look at my ‘mysterious package’ and said something vague that I can't remember now.
In all this time, the young man was nowhere to be found,  honestly, I thought of simply walking out of the service and just going home where I would be ‘safe’ but I took the less radical option of moving as far away as possible from the ‘package’; I sat right next to one of the exits and I don’t think I heard a word of that sermon. I stayed till the very end because fear is a bully that feeds on acquiescence to its dictates, so staying put was my puny act of defiance.
Till this day, I still don’t know why I was so frightened; maybe it was all the sensational news reporting plus my overactive imagination that kicked in on that day. The fact that you’re reading this means there was no bomb or any untoward event on that Sunday. The most significant revelation I got  that day was that no one is immune from terror no matter how far removed we are from the domain of the terrorists. If I’d had this same experience a couple of years ago, I wouldn’t have thought anything of it; in fact I may have gone the extra mile of safeguarding the young man’s property. I realised that the objective of terrorism is to stop people from living their lives and the only way to conquer terror is to look it in the face and just go on living.
I had just suffered from a bout of 21st century paranoia; it wasn’t pleasant but it was liberating.

Monday 21 July 2014

Thinking about a Parable



Thinking about a Parable
Every time I read the Parable of the Lost Son, I’m always amazed at the grace and generosity displayed by the Father. It is such a comforting parable especially for frail beings like me who tend to wander away to a “far country”; so I would like to share my thoughts with people who may be ‘at home’, on the verge of wandering or those who have taken themselves off to a far place:

Sin takes us far away from God; wrong desires always make us wander away from the Father’s domain and take note that distance need not be physical. “Not long after that, the younger son got together all he had and, set off for a distant country…” (Luke 15:13a)

Sinful living dissipates us; it brings deprivation, shame and squalor (this troika doesn't always refer to material possessions) “He longed to fill his stomach with the pods that the pigs were eating but no one gave him anything” (Luke 15:16)

Living away from the Father is akin to being away from our senses; it just doesn’t make sense! “When he came to his senses, he said ‘How many of my father’s hired servants have food to spare, and here I am starving to death!’”(Luke 15:17)

Repentance is a decision and decisions are nothing if not followed through with concrete action. The younger son had fallen as low as he could so he decided to go back home and ask for forgiveness. “I will set out and go back to my father and say to him: Father I have sinned against heaven and against you…so he got up and went to his father” (Luke 15:18-20a)

God knows the exact moment of repentance even when no evidence is visible to other people; the Father sees and meets the sinner at the point of repentance, no questions asked. “But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him” (Luke 15:20b). Our God is an affectionate Father!

True repentance makes no excuses, no rationalization or justification. It involves saying it as it is: “Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son” (Luke 15:21)
God celebrates repentance lavishly; he doesn’t wait for us to work to earn brownie points and approval. The celebration of a changed heart and mind is immediate: “Quick! Bring the best robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet. Bring the fattened calf and kill it. Let’s have a feast and celebrate” (Luke 15:22)

This last point is for those who are at home with the Father: enjoy His presence and know that his love is enough to go round. Don’t resent the person who’s wandered off and come back home, they’ve already missed out on all the time you’ve had with the Father and that can’t be regained (Luke 15:29-32)


Sunday 4 May 2014

The Lords of Chaos



The Lords of Chaos
There is a city called Lagos
Home to the Lords of Chaos,
Bearing the Colours of Jaundice and Hades
They abhor order!
A melee is always better
There’s a constant belligerent battle; the arena?
Everywhere there’s tar
No one escapes unscathed
How do I know? Look around you
And you’ll see that almost every chariot is smeared,
With the Colours of the Lords of Chaos.